hihi world.
got miss me ?(:
hahahah, anyways havent been online these few days.
didnt want to , someone also go genting, no one to chat with ):
*punch your neh neh when you come back*
heees, anyways, today was funfunfun .
went to study with huiting-ng at JE library.
kay, we did study neh.
we did some english things and off for dinder at imm ^^
ht ate tom yum and i ate curry bake rice.
she bought 2 cups of dark chocolate, but i help her drink some.
damn highhhhh after that ^^
keep laughing then people keep looking.
LOL, anyways, went back to library to finish up th worksheet.
finish alr, teach her dnt, how to draw a box (:
hahaha, slacked awhile and trained to lot 1.
chatchat and go eat mac, 2 large fries, as both of us was hungry again?
LOL, then bus-ed back!
mr m is coming back tmr !!!
wooooooooo~

picture of th day ^^
LOL, today is boring shit.
i didnt go out with huiting to study.
wasnt allowed to go out ):
hais, sian day .
i dont know what to feel right now.
seriously i dont hate you.
but horh, to think about it, what you're doing isnt right.
yes, you have all th ability that th girls lack of.
but you lack of appreciating what you got.
you may think that you're just a lonely girl.
if you describe yourself as lonely, then i describe myself as what?
think about it.
what goes around comes around.
dont think that what you do you always win.
when you go further in life, there are times you will lose.
we care alot, im not hating you, its my opinion.
so no offence yeah.

PICTURE OF TH DAY (:
they arent a couple okay .
just look at huiting face.
so unhappy. (:

and look at her face now, very happy (:
with her real boyfriend, shaun jxc (:

23 November 2009
hmm, so woke up early , just in time to meet my girlfys.
waited go damn long for them, until th shop open.
cut fringe, regretted.
meet th boys and off to vivo.
we bought ticket first and was deciding who to sit with who, in th end , -.-
LOL , anyway, walked around, went for lunch i think.
then we gogo play water, took alot of picts.
funfunfun ^^
played archade after that.
MAURICE LOST TO LOGEYS IN BIKE RACE ^^ (Y)
lol, happy siao.
anyway, go catch 2012 again.
shanshan, sadsad (:
haha, i was sad too yeah.
anyway, skipskip, bused back home.
hahah, nat is taking bus back home , yeah ?!
LOL, talk about ghost stories -.-
splendid job ernest.
make my headache, go worst.
homed, bathed, onlined, sleep ;D

24 November 2009
hmm, today was normal.
did suicides -.-
fuck luh, so tired.
hahah, anyway, train like normal.
time flies and i really wanna rest.
LOL, bye ^^

babybabybabybaby <3

feel sucky.
today sucks.
awaited for sms.
nothing much to talk.
turn down.
no care.
not like last time.
care for friend.
more.
hate it.
dont feel like doing anything.
dont wanna go.
sorry if nvr.
have fun.
love TCN.
more then him.
suck balls-er

I don't know how to not love you, I only know how to not let you go.
hais, goodbye to my perfectly nice hair.
im redying black ):
kena caught by mr.y for th second time, send back home.
sian.
i went to sch just to see you, not even 2 hours, home sweet home.
wonder what you doing right now...
hais, im having a mental breakdown.
i was crying out loud, thank god neighbour didnt call woodbrigde.
hais, im very disappointed.
lets fake a smile to read this:
i want to be her.
shes nice, shes cute, shes every guys dream.
im exactly th opposite.
i keep on crying, yet nothing change me.
even if i have to knock my head against th wall, i would be uglier.
nothing is perfect in me.
everytime something happen to you, i wasnt there.
utterly disappointed because i only want to see him and yet, a chance lose.
every little moment i have with her was nice.
shes my friend.
she try to understand me, but im just to complicated.
her life is simple.
mine is way too complicated.
th way i show to people who i am only take up a small dot on my heart.
just like singapore compared to USA.
i managed to find a guy to talk to comfortably.
but since then he has changed.
he become more cautious when hes with me.
i never know what problem i have with him but i really try to mend.
i have to be very nice.
i have to be not me.
but it doesnt really matter , because i really love him.
he doesnt want me to love him.
because he doesnt love me.
hurt is just a small word to describe my feelings.
i never know what lack in me because they nvr tell me.
maybe because i get hurt easily but hiding what you think about me, wont help.
envy, jealousy arent a good word to say to her.
i am her friend, why am i feeling like this.
i just want to be nice to people.
especially him.
just so hard to do so.
im going crazy thinking of this.
i want this to end.
but i just its just my fate that im born to be ugly and not loved by people,him.

Day 2.
this show = superb.
no regrets losing my 10 bucks to sujun (cause she help me buy first) ^^
seriously th effects are very nice, i think th producer crack th heads to do this.
really 10/10, except for th ending, which was abit weird.
thought they would be at mars, but they still at sea -.-
hahah, outing with girlfys are loved <33
hope to keep that up so that i can dont think of him liao.
so today didnt really missed him so much.
woke up at 11, went out at 2 , went back at 930, very nice timing much ?
timecheck 1026, 12 more short hours, i can msg liao .
lmao, chey no luh.
hope to watch 2012 again, today was time killer <333
baby, still love you, how ?

click to see clearer.
this guy doesnt know what is a pau .
lol (:
im just being random.
i dont wann go www tmr .
seem boring.
whatever, boreddddddddddddddd.